destructo_dari

love schmove

2007-07-29T17:41:57Z

yeah so me and nick definitely broke up and i'm not sure i even loved him in the first place. who knows?
i'm with this amazin kid jimmy now and he's treated me better in the two weeks that we've been goin out then nick did the whole time we were together ♥

love

2007-06-26T17:08:11Z

i'm so fucking in love with nicholas william ferullo it's ridiculous!
it's been a fuckin rollercoaster these past 4 months but it's totally worth it =]
nothing will ever come between us
i really hope forever is forever

yayay

2007-02-05T02:58:07Z

today was so much fun ... i hung out at my old neighbor's (who are like a second family to me) new house and i've decided i gutta go over there more even though its all the way by tech... i love that family and all its drama =D

long time no journal entry

2007-01-24T20:33:41Z

today's me and mike's one month.
i'm happy but i don't really care cuz i think a lot more are on its way.
he's such a goofball and he makes me smile =D
♥

umm you know what works for me??

2006-12-10T18:56:46Z

you're my bestest friend. but i'm sweden. valid points on both sides...

there's been a lotta ... drama lately that just doesnt belong to me and i don't care to own it. so i'm being sweden. ♥

i hate

2006-11-22T17:51:04Z

this fuckin city...
i swear when it rains, it pours and it fuckin sucks.
friends are fake.
men are stupid.
and i have won the title from my friends and LOVING family of a slut.
yeahhh that's me.

destructo_dari @ 2006-11-19T20:19:00

2006-11-20T01:19:15Z

oh what could have been...
& now what will be??
♥

me in a nutshellll

2006-10-23T18:01:14Z

The Priss
Deliberate Brutal Love Dreamer (DBLDf)

Mature. Responsible. Aristocratic. Excuse me. The Priss.

Prisses are the smartest of all female types. You're highly perceptive, and confident in your judgements. You'd take brutal honesty over superficiality any time--your friends always know where they stand with you. You're completely unfake. Don't tell me that's not a word. You're also excellent at redirecting internal negative energy.

These facts indicate people are often intimidated by you. They also fall for you, hard. You have a distant, composed allure that many find irresistible. If only more of them lived up to your standards.

Your exact opposite:
The Playstation

Random Gentle Sex Master

You were probably the last among your friends to have sex. And the first to pretend that you're pregnant. LOL. Though you're inclined to use sex as weapon, at least it's not as one of mass destruction. You're choosier than most about your partners. A supportive relationship is what you're really after. Whether you know it or not, you need something steady & long-term. And soothing.

ALWAYS AVOID: The Playboy, The Loverboy

CONSIDER: The Manchild

Deliberate	Gentle	Love	Dreamer	The Sonnet	The Slow Dancer
Deliberate	Gentle	Love	Master	The Maid of Honor	The Gentleman
Deliberate	Gentle	Sex	Dreamer	The Intern	The Backrubber
Deliberate	Gentle	Sex	Master	The Dirty Little Secret	The Bachelor
Deliberate	Brutal	Love	Dreamer	The Priss	The Mixed Messenger
Deliberate	Brutal	Love	Master	The Battleaxe	The False Messiah
Deliberate	Brutal	Sex	Dreamer	The Nymph	The Billy Goat
Deliberate	Brutal	Sex	Master	The Stiletto	The 5-Night Stand
Random	Gentle	Love	Dreamer	The Window Shopper	The Boy Next Door
Random	Gentle	Love	Master	The Peach	The Loverboy
Random	Gentle	Sex	Dreamer	The Nurse	The Poolboy
Random	Gentle	Sex	Master	The Playstation	The Playboy
Random	Brutal	Love	Dreamer	The Wild Rose	The Manchild
Random	Brutal	Love	Master	The Sudden Departure	The Vapor Trail
Random	Brutal	Sex	Dreamer	Half-Cocked	The Last Man on Earth
Random	Brutal	Sex	Master	Genghis Khunt	The Hornivore

Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.

two months

2006-10-18T02:51:14Z

awsome dayyyy
even though i had detention
jack ass 2 was amazing and so was jon ♥
he shaved for me lol
it's not simple at all & there's still a lot of doubt clouding my mind.
and i still like trevor
but i'm ridin this shit out
cuz i'm a ridahhhhhh..

the end.
♥

destructo_dari @ 2006-10-12T11:54:00

2006-10-12T15:57:41Z

my head hurts.
my nephew won't stop screaming.
My boyfriend's mad at me for not calling him and i suppose a bit jealous.
I got my period.
I'm a bit emotional to say the very least.
And Bryanna's giving me that why aren't I in your life bullshit.
Today.
Better.
Get.
Better.
♥

destructo_dari @ 2006-10-11T22:39:00

2006-10-12T02:39:24Z

she jumped down my throat the moment i walked in the door like i said she would... all i wanted to do is go lay down and read my book. but noooo. fuckin bitchy mom's nowadays. it's like the flu... it's spreading. hung out with lindsey & trevor & matt today... fun day. i edamukated myself about child birth and the like. IM NEVER HAVIN KIDDDSSS hahahah I got two warning notices and i'm not sure if i even wanna open another can of worms. Looking forward to no school tommorow =] I gotta cold though this morning... snuck up on me actually. It's been kickin my ass alll dayy. Hopefully it leaves soon. Oh yeah... me and jon got back together almost immediately. i lied. i'm not ready to give up just yet.
♥

the breakup

2006-10-10T03:13:15Z

me and jon broke up.
i decided we needed to be friends first.
we dont know anything about each other really and it was nearing two months.
he wanted to make it work but i dont know how.
i felt like such a bitch , but i'm just... not sure about things like that.
i'm just a stupid high school girl.
i told him that one day when we're know more about each other and are friends first then we can try dating and he thinks its over.
i hope its not and he's always gunna be an important part of my life.
i want him to know that.
so that when i move on ,which i will, he doesn't feel the need to shy away from me.
because he's the best.
♥

a truly good day

2006-10-07T06:17:47Z

school was short. no real homework. after school was a bit... ehhh bad mood really. Time with my boyfriends was its usual goodness. then he dropped me off at lindsey's and me her and trevor went to the movies. to be frank employee of the month basically umm SUCKEDDDD but it was funny to try and sit there and watch it... then we picked up tina and went to get IHOP which i'd been craving for monthssssssssss. needless to say i'm very tired and very happy.

my heart decided what my brain can't decide

if we don't make some changes or if the changes don't work i don't think we can go on. Our relationship is either just normal friendliness or just purely sexual. Its not like it used to be and i can't figure out why. I've decided that despite what james says It's not about the thrill of the catch... sure that's exciting, but so was the relationship up until a certain point. I think we may have just rushed into things.

destructo_dari @ 2006-10-04T23:33:00

2006-10-05T03:33:21Z

I'm holding on to the small flickering flame that there...
i feel it there...
there's so much lust...
but how much sincere interest
we've fallen into a rut...
i just hope we can get out
♥

destructo_dari @ 2006-10-02T23:24:00

2006-10-03T03:25:52Z

sinks are not just for washing... =]

i hafta steal lauren's livejournal survey because myspace hates me.

2006-07-23T02:38:25Z

80 Questions I Guarantee You've Never Answered (I doubt that..)

Do you watch the Gilmore Girls?
indeed i do it's my favorite show.

Have you ever enjoyed listening to Jack Johnson?
say who??

Have you ever seen or enjoyed watching the O.C.?
i hate that show.

Do you have one or more Britney Spears C.D.s?
nahhh but i have some of her songs.

Which radio stations are your favorites?
9.37, 9.85, & 108

Are you a Lost fanatic?
not at all.

Do you have a song by Ozzy Osbourne in your library?
uhh nope.

Queen?
nope

Alanis Morisette?
course.

Do you watch Family Guy regularly?
nope

King of the Hill?
nah

[[Admit it]]

Do you read trashy romance novels often?
hahaha nah b.

Do you really work out every day?
not at all.

Have you ever eaten an entire pint, or more, ice cream by yourself?
hahah actually yeah... it's called the munchies.

Have you ever eaten nothing but junk food for a week straight?
Can't say as I have

Do you shower every single day?
yes.

Do you ever forget to give a Christmas/birthday present & instead keep it for yourself?
i have.

Do you sing obnoxiously in the car when you're driving alone?
i don't have my license yet but i have no doubt in my mind i will.

Do you sing obnoxiously in the shower when no one's home?
heck yess

Have you ever watched a little kid's show when you were over 12?
yeahhhh.

Have you ever looked forward to going to school?
sure

[[The Necessary Love Questions That Aren't So Necessary]]

Have you ever pretended your crush was with you when they werent really?
hahahah i've wished they were there sure... but umm.. yeah im confused by the question too... does it mean you have conversations with the air like they're there??? hahah cuz that'd be amusing to see.

Did you draw pictures for your first crush back in elementary school?
hahah nahhh b

Have you ever liked a girl/boy but didnt ask her/him out because you were afraid?
of course.

Have you ever written a poem/story about your love life?
mhmmm.

An autobiography?
hahah i started one kinda... but i didn't finish.

Have you ever spent over an hour thinking about nothing but your crush?
yeah

Do you reread meaningless AIM conversations just because they're with your crush?
ohhh man yeah.

Have you ever liked someone solely for their appearance?
yes...until i realized they were utter idiots without personalities

[[The Questions You Love: Completely and Utterly Pointless Ones]]

Do you eat all the servings in the food groups on a daily basis?
nope

Are you ever a freak about cleanliness or organization?
not at allllll.

Have you ever been to South America or Africa?
nope

Have you ever owned a Klutz book or kit?
chea boyyyyy those things are the shit.

Do you know how to knit?
i used to

Do you have a cell phone or iPod with a patterned cover?
nope

Have you ever written love song lyrics yourself and put them in your profile?
not song lyrics... i've never attempted to slaughter those.

Do you keep a diary or journal (online or on paper)?
yes. both.

When you open your closet, what is the dominant color of your closet?
probably pink or red

[[Truly Unusual This or That Questions]]

Baskin Robbins or Coldstone?
i've never heard of the second one.

America or Canada?
America

Physics or chemistry?
neither.

Earphones or headphones?
Headphones

Chocolate brown or teal?
Teal!

Earrings or a ring?
earings

Commitment or casual dating?
i don't know much about the former.

Harry Potter or Lord of the Rings?
neither. they both make me wanna hurl

Fly or road trip?
both are fun

Starbucks or Caribou?
starbucks owns my soul

[[Another Wave of Random Questions]]

What is your favorite Disney movie?
pirates of the caribbean

How much jewelry do you own?
enough

Have you ever bought clothes at Sears?
once or twice

Do you own any Care Bears memorabilia?
yeah