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    Sunday, July 29th, 2007
    Posted on July 29, 2007 @ 1:40 pm
    love schmove
    yeah so me and nick definitely broke up and i'm not sure i even loved him in the first place. who knows?
    i'm with this amazin kid jimmy now and he's treated me better in the two weeks that we've been goin out then nick did the whole time we were together ♥

    Current Mood: calm
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    Tuesday, June 26th, 2007
    Posted on June 26, 2007 @ 1:04 pm
    love
    i'm so fucking in love with nicholas william ferullo it's ridiculous!
    it's been a fuckin rollercoaster these past 4 months but it's totally worth it =]
    nothing will ever come between us
    i really hope forever is forever

    Current Mood: chipper
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    Sunday, February 4th, 2007
    Posted on February 04, 2007 @ 9:58 pm
    yayay
    today was so much fun ... i hung out at my old neighbor's (who are like a second family to me) new house and i've decided i gutta go over there more even though its all the way by tech... i love that family and all its drama =D
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    Wednesday, January 24th, 2007
    Posted on January 24, 2007 @ 3:15 pm
    long time no journal entry
    today's me and mike's one month.
    i'm happy but i don't really care cuz i think a lot more are on its way.
    he's such a goofball and he makes me smile =D
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    Sunday, December 10th, 2006
    Posted on December 10, 2006 @ 1:56 pm
    umm you know what works for me??
    you're my bestest friend. but i'm sweden. valid points on both sides...


    there's been a lotta ... drama lately that just doesnt belong to me and i don't care to own it. so i'm being sweden. ♥
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    Wednesday, November 22nd, 2006
    Posted on November 22, 2006 @ 12:51 pm
    i hate
    this fuckin city...
    i swear when it rains, it pours and it fuckin sucks.
    friends are fake.
    men are stupid.
    and i have won the title from my friends and LOVING family of a slut.
    yeahhh that's me.
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    Sunday, November 19th, 2006
    Posted on November 19, 2006 @ 8:19 pm

    oh what could have been...
    & now what will be??
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    Monday, October 23rd, 2006
    Posted on October 23, 2006 @ 1:44 pm
    me in a nutshellll
    The Priss
    Deliberate Brutal Love Dreamer (DBLDf)

    Mature. Responsible. Aristocratic. Excuse me. The Priss.

    Prisses are the smartest of all female types. You're highly perceptive, and confident in your judgements. You'd take brutal honesty over superficiality any time--your friends always know where they stand with you. You're completely unfake. Don't tell me that's not a word. You're also excellent at redirecting internal negative energy.

    These facts indicate people are often intimidated by you. They also fall for you, hard. You have a distant, composed allure that many find irresistible. If only more of them lived up to your standards.

    Your exact opposite:
    The Playstation

    Random Gentle Sex Master
    You were probably the last among your friends to have sex. And the first to pretend that you're pregnant. LOL. Though you're inclined to use sex as weapon, at least it's not as one of mass destruction. You're choosier than most about your partners. A supportive relationship is what you're really after. Whether you know it or not, you need something steady & long-term. And soothing.


    ALWAYS AVOID: The Playboy, The Loverboy

    CONSIDER: The Manchild
    Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer The Sonnet The Slow Dancer
    Deliberate Gentle Love Master The Maid of Honor The Gentleman
    Deliberate Gentle Sex Dreamer The Intern The Backrubber
    Deliberate Gentle Sex Master The Dirty Little Secret The Bachelor
    Deliberate Brutal Love Dreamer The Priss The Mixed Messenger
    Deliberate Brutal Love Master The Battleaxe The False Messiah
    Deliberate Brutal Sex Dreamer The Nymph The Billy Goat
    Deliberate Brutal Sex Master The Stiletto The 5-Night Stand
    Random Gentle Love Dreamer The Window Shopper The Boy Next Door
    Random Gentle Love Master The Peach The Loverboy
    Random Gentle Sex Dreamer The Nurse The Poolboy
    Random Gentle Sex Master The Playstation The Playboy
    Random Brutal Love Dreamer The Wild Rose The Manchild
    Random Brutal Love Master The Sudden Departure The Vapor Trail
    Random Brutal Sex Dreamer Half-Cocked The Last Man on Earth
    Random Brutal Sex Master Genghis Khunt The Hornivore


    Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.
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    Tuesday, October 17th, 2006
    Posted on October 17, 2006 @ 10:47 pm
    two months
    awsome dayyyy
    even though i had detention
    jack ass 2 was amazing and so was jon ♥
    he shaved for me lol
    it's not simple at all & there's still a lot of doubt clouding my mind.
    and i still like trevor
    but i'm ridin this shit out
    cuz i'm a ridahhhhhh..

    the end.


    Current Mood: okay
    Current Music: who knew-pink
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    Thursday, October 12th, 2006
    Posted on October 12, 2006 @ 11:54 am
    my head hurts.
    my nephew won't stop screaming.
    My boyfriend's mad at me for not calling him and i suppose a bit jealous.
    I got my period.
    I'm a bit emotional to say the very least.
    And Bryanna's giving me that why aren't I in your life bullshit.
    Today.
    Better.
    Get.
    Better.


    Current Mood: stressed
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    Wednesday, October 11th, 2006
    Posted on October 11, 2006 @ 10:39 pm
    she jumped down my throat the moment i walked in the door like i said she would... all i wanted to do is go lay down and read my book. but noooo. fuckin bitchy mom's nowadays. it's like the flu... it's spreading. hung out with lindsey & trevor & matt today... fun day. i edamukated myself about child birth and the like. IM NEVER HAVIN KIDDDSSS hahahah I got two warning notices and i'm not sure if i even wanna open another can of worms. Looking forward to no school tommorow =] I gotta cold though this morning... snuck up on me actually. It's been kickin my ass alll dayy. Hopefully it leaves soon. Oh yeah... me and jon got back together almost immediately. i lied. i'm not ready to give up just yet.


    Current Mood: sick
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    Monday, October 9th, 2006
    Posted on October 09, 2006 @ 11:09 pm
    the breakup
    me and jon broke up.
    i decided we needed to be friends first.
    we dont know anything about each other really and it was nearing two months.
    he wanted to make it work but i dont know how.
    i felt like such a bitch , but i'm just... not sure about things like that.
    i'm just a stupid high school girl.
    i told him that one day when we're know more about each other and are friends first then we can try dating and he thinks its over.
    i hope its not and he's always gunna be an important part of my life.
    i want him to know that.
    so that when i move on ,which i will, he doesn't feel the need to shy away from me.
    because he's the best.


    Current Mood: contemplative
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    Saturday, October 7th, 2006
    Posted on October 07, 2006 @ 2:06 am
    a truly good day
    school was short. no real homework. after school was a bit... ehhh bad mood really. Time with my boyfriends was its usual goodness. then he dropped me off at lindsey's and me her and trevor went to the movies. to be frank employee of the month basically umm SUCKEDDDD but it was funny to try and sit there and watch it... then we picked up tina and went to get IHOP which i'd been craving for monthssssssssss. needless to say i'm very tired and very happy.


    my heart decided what my brain can't decide

    if we don't make some changes or if the changes don't work i don't think we can go on. Our relationship is either just normal friendliness or just purely sexual. Its not like it used to be and i can't figure out why. I've decided that despite what james says It's not about the thrill of the catch... sure that's exciting, but so was the relationship up until a certain point. I think we may have just rushed into things.


    Current Mood: exhausted
    Current Music: justin timberlake
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    Wednesday, October 4th, 2006
    Posted on October 04, 2006 @ 11:33 pm
    I'm holding on to the small flickering flame that there...
    i feel it there...
    there's so much lust...
    but how much sincere interest
    we've fallen into a rut...
    i just hope we can get out


    Current Mood: hopeful
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    Monday, October 2nd, 2006
    Posted on October 02, 2006 @ 11:24 pm
    sinks are not just for washing... =]

    Current Mood: cheerful
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    Saturday, July 22nd, 2006
    Posted on July 22, 2006 @ 10:19 pm
    i hafta steal lauren's livejournal survey because myspace hates me.
    80 Questions I Guarantee You've Never Answered (I doubt that..)




    Do you watch the Gilmore Girls?
    indeed i do it's my favorite show.

    Have you ever enjoyed listening to Jack Johnson?
    say who??

    Have you ever seen or enjoyed watching the O.C.?
    i hate that show.

    Do you have one or more Britney Spears C.D.s?
    nahhh but i have some of her songs.

    Which radio stations are your favorites?
    9.37, 9.85, & 108

    Are you a Lost fanatic?
    not at all.

    Do you have a song by Ozzy Osbourne in your library?
    uhh nope.

    Queen?
    nope

    Alanis Morisette?
    course.

    Do you watch Family Guy regularly?
    nope

    King of the Hill?
    nah



    [[Admit it]]




    Do you read trashy romance novels often?
    hahaha nah b.

    Do you really work out every day?
    not at all.

    Have you ever eaten an entire pint, or more, ice cream by yourself?
    hahah actually yeah... it's called the munchies.

    Have you ever eaten nothing but junk food for a week straight?
    Can't say as I have

    Do you shower every single day?
    yes.

    Do you ever forget to give a Christmas/birthday present & instead keep it for yourself?
    i have.

    Do you sing obnoxiously in the car when you're driving alone?
    i don't have my license yet but i have no doubt in my mind i will.

    Do you sing obnoxiously in the shower when no one's home?
    heck yess

    Have you ever watched a little kid's show when you were over 12?
    yeahhhh.

    Have you ever looked forward to going to school?
    sure


    [[The Necessary Love Questions That Aren't So Necessary]]




    Have you ever pretended your crush was with you when they werent really?
    hahahah i've wished they were there sure... but umm.. yeah im confused by the question too... does it mean you have conversations with the air like they're there??? hahah cuz that'd be amusing to see.

    Did you draw pictures for your first crush back in elementary school?
    hahah nahhh b

    Have you ever liked a girl/boy but didnt ask her/him out because you were afraid?
    of course.

    Have you ever written a poem/story about your love life?
    mhmmm.

    An autobiography?
    hahah i started one kinda... but i didn't finish.

    Have you ever spent over an hour thinking about nothing but your crush?
    yeah

    Do you reread meaningless AIM conversations just because they're with your crush?
    ohhh man yeah.

    Have you ever liked someone solely for their appearance?
    yes...until i realized they were utter idiots without personalities




    [[The Questions You Love: Completely and Utterly Pointless Ones]]




    Do you eat all the servings in the food groups on a daily basis?
    nope

    Are you ever a freak about cleanliness or organization?
    not at allllll.

    Have you ever been to South America or Africa?
    nope

    Have you ever owned a Klutz book or kit?
    chea boyyyyy those things are the shit.

    Do you know how to knit?
    i used to

    Do you have a cell phone or iPod with a patterned cover?
    nope

    Have you ever written love song lyrics yourself and put them in your profile?
    not song lyrics... i've never attempted to slaughter those.

    Do you keep a diary or journal (online or on paper)?
    yes. both.

    When you open your closet, what is the dominant color of your closet?
    probably pink or red




    [[Truly Unusual This or That Questions]]




    Baskin Robbins or Coldstone?
    i've never heard of the second one.

    America or Canada?
    America

    Physics or chemistry?
    neither.

    Earphones or headphones?
    Headphones

    Chocolate brown or teal?
    Teal!

    Earrings or a ring?
    earings

    Commitment or casual dating?
    i don't know much about the former.

    Harry Potter or Lord of the Rings?
    neither. they both make me wanna hurl

    Fly or road trip?
    both are fun

    Starbucks or Caribou?
    starbucks owns my soul





    [[Another Wave of Random Questions]]





    What is your favorite Disney movie?
    pirates of the caribbean

    How much jewelry do you own?
    enough

    Have you ever bought clothes at Sears?
    once or twice

    Do you own any Care Bears memorabilia?
    yeah

    Current Mood: annoyed
    Current Music: none
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